Dare to be Different

Monday, July 28, 2008

I FEEL LIKE.... -

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING! BECAUSE I AM LIVING IN THE SCHOOL, SO I CAN' REALLY SIMPLY SCREAM HOWEVER I COULD. TCHERS MAY THINK THAT I'M CRAZY.

I FEEL LIKE BANGING THE TABLE. IS LIKE ALL MY ANGER ARE ALL IN MY BODY, AND I CAN'T SIMPLY EXPRESS OUT. NEITHER IN THE SCHOOL NOR PUBLIC. NOT EVEN IN THE ROOM.ORELSE MY PARENTS THINK THAT I'M CRAZY.

I FEEL LIKE WANT TO SAY:"I WANNA F*** YOU,B....". I CAN'T HIDE MY FEELINGS ANYMORE. I'VE GOT TOO OVERJEALOUS. MY JEALOUSY IS OUT OF THE LIMIT. SEEING THAT HE AND JOSH KEPT ON FORCING WING TONG SAYING BAD WORDS, I WANNA TELL THAT STUPID GIRL:"GIRL,CAN'T YOU JUST IGNORE THEM?! DO YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO WHAT THEY SAY?! THEY TELL YOU TO SAY THOSE IDIOT,PATHATIC,FUCKING,STUPID BAD WORDS AND YOU JUST DID WHAT THEY SAY?! IF THEY TELL YOU TO HAVE S** WITH ...SOMEONE DO YOU DO WHATEVER THEY TELL YOU TO?" SHEESH, I AM NOT BEING RUDE, I AM JUST SAY WHATEVER I NEED TO SAY!!!!

I FEEL LIKE HATING. I SAID BEFORE I AM LOVING WHATEVER I AM HAVING NOW. BUT NOW, NOT ANYMORE.

I FEEL LIKE HE AND ME ARE BREAKING APART. I KEPT ON REMEMBER THE DAYS HE IS NEAR TO ME. TALKING TO ME JUST FOR A FEW SECONDS. BUT NOW, IS DIFFERENT. IT'S NOT THE SAME ANYMORE, AND I REALLY REGRET IT. NOW MY HEART KEEPS ON BREAKING INTO MORE SMALLER PIECES. AND HE WILL NEVER KNOW. HE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT AM I LIKE INSIDE MY HEART ":'( HARD ON THE OUTSIDE BUT FERGILE ON THE INSIDE.

This post was written at 5:45 PM