Dare to be Different

Monday, July 14, 2008

i kept on peeking on him -

yea, today i kept on peeking on him. Arh, i always peek on him. whenever he is not looking at me, i'll always peek on him. i dont know why, but i already get used to it and if i tell myself i dont wanna peek at him again, i cant. cos i can forget what i promised easily. i cant even promised myself...;(

today, i saw him wearing a new watch. shiny silver 8D, looks rich, and the design is almost like mine !!! =^^= but i think his watch is Rolex, whereas mine is well...Casio. Casio is cheaper and simple. But i think his is much EXPENSIVE than mine... haha. [O.O*Gasp* he is online!!!!!!! Xs, with mobile.....]

i had been a bad girl just now, in english lesson. i ate Choki choki in CLASS. my FIRST TIME, EATING IN CLASS!! when i was young, i always asked my mom: can i buy that chocolate? the answer is always a negative. this time, well, i didnt bought it, neither is my mom bought for me. it's nurrisa gave me the choki choki. my 1st time....xS eating in class. well, that was the only time, i became bad, broke the rule... i did once, hopefully i wont do it again.

well, what do u expect, the tcher, is like dont care abt us. plus, some prefects also ate it.

anyway, argh, composition, lame. the title is "what do you like about your school?" HELLO!? i dont have anything that i like about my school. i dont know where is the place or what is the thing that can make me feel like like the school. i am lazy...i decided to do tommorow. and karangan...have to do draft... sheesh, not yet a month, already saying 3rd term exam is coming....is like the battle keeps on comming so fast, so soon.

just now, chat with my bby. of course i was happy. but then, whenever we are saying goodbye[yea, saying gd bye so soon :(] i feel like my glass heart, is breaking pieces by pieces. anyway he promised me he will on tonight. =))

well...at school, i just wanna talk to him... i really want to talk to him, but somehow, i just feel like pins stuck in my throat ;( so...i only say what i wanna say in my blog... ... i still love him really! i love him. but we just...always cant communicate. is like, if we look into each other's eyes, is like the kind of "eye contact" is so ...erm...so nervous, is not an ordinary eye meet... the eye contact is so strong, sometimes i was so scared to look into his eyes... i can only imagine that he is beside me and we are talking like normal. but that's just in my dreams. it just an imagination, i know it wont come true.

i fell in love with Mariah Carey's songs!!! all are so x33

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