Dare to be Different

Saturday, July 5, 2008

my heart is damaged... -

he didnt chat with me tonight...he went online for some minutes...
whenever he wanted to leave already or go offline,
then he tell me:''hey bby, i am going now.''
i know, i really wanna reply him ASAP,
BUT my mom was there...
and it's difficult if ur parents were there beside you.
after my mom left, i quickly ans back...now is an off9 msg

i found that...he only talks to me when he have to go...
maybe, we are not meant together?
maybe...i am just too quiet ...
u tell me to sleep now, i'll say i cant sleep at all...

i kept on listen to songs, until i feel like inside my ears are bleeding
but actually sometimes really bleeds; sometimes no
even so...if i became deaf, do u think he will care?
hopefully he will :'

i feel so damn tired...but i dont have the MOOD to SLEEP...
sheesh....my computer project still havent finished and karangan...arh
damn it
well have to go...nites ='

This post was written at 11:58 PM