Dare to be Different

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

:S -

3rd term is coming and i still havent prepare yet :'(
some ppl said i'm sensitive/ xiao qi. some ppl suggested me to be open, but how? my mind is like so locked up that i dont know where is the key.

i've got so confused over my emotions. i dont know what happen but i think it's my friendship probs. i cant seem to have a friend who is ALWAYS by my side, who knows me even deeper than me, a friend whom i can tell him/her what my true feelings are and who give me a proper ans rather than just ask them and then suddenly he/she just *poof* gone, b4 i want my ans, just GONE...

i'm always alone, i feel like "God, pls tell me who will go to a path that is cold with me?"
i know, my friends are here with me, but who are the true friend in my life? i cant seem to figure it out. my blog tells you all, tells you all everything. But...no one ever cares, nobody gives a signal or..or..an ans to me. i know my blog is always boring, no pics and all, just some boring words that you all wont understand. all those feelings in the blogs that i had written, no one ever understands it. why? how come?

i try to be happy, but it aint work. my face is opposite to my heart. you all looked so happy on the outside, why cant i be too? i just need to be happy that's all. for my whole life i just want to be happy all day, but NOoooo~~~ i'm just making myself even WORSE ...

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