Dare to be Different

Saturday, August 2, 2008

time to have a break -

yesterday, my mom told me she knew i love HIM*. i was shocked inside my heart. i stayed calm on the outside. she told me that i have to think carefully. she also told me that she saw me and him chatting more and more complicated... i cant think of anything...not a reason. she told me that like and love are totally different things. i know. of course i know. and she said love has 2 kinds:
1) one is u fell it and you work hard for it. meaning you study and work hard in ur studies because u fell in love
2) sencond is the bad side of love. which once u have done it you will really regret it.

and i told him in a note. he just wrote "maybe we should see each other less, and stay together less. and chat normally. and let us have a break. we take our time. you take ur time and i'll take mine"

so, i agreed. take a break and hopefully we can talk normally like talking to the others. and he wrote"yeah...i guessed..."

i am taking a break, but i feel like the break is too tight. i cant loosen it easily. but once it is loose, it is hard to tie it back...

even though we are taking our time, taking our break...i will still always love him and i will work hard just for him.

This post was written at 1:56 PM