Dare to be Different

Saturday, November 15, 2008

today is our last goodbye -

yea, he just gave my booklets after school, at class. he didnt look at him. we just said thank you to each other and went. =( maybe that's our last goodbye, last thank you :(

well we had taken our test papers. not that good tho. anyway, after taking it, we all took pics. Yay! the pics can be seen in lisa's blog. hope she likes the pic i drew for her. She inspired me :)

superman cant walk, he cant talk, so why cant he shut the fuck up? ooh, wait, he cant talk, so, yea,he had shut up.

i am becoming a person that i dont wanna be. it's such a damn stupid feeling. i dont know how worse can i get?!

my marks and position get so not up to my expectation since i've broken up, since we left each other alone.

i guess, i will get cancer or becoming death one day. sometimes, you live to become happy, but still, you have to die and we all have to die in a satisfying way...

i believe is dangerous.
i dont believe,is even more dangerous.

what can u see here? nothing. just another lonely girl who thought she is all happy and all. i have no one to tell. all those friends dont seem to care so much.

i'm becoming rougher like a boy. what's wrong with that? maybe it's very wrong.

i get so mad, sometimes i wish to commit suicide, after that no one will ever know. But who cares? even if i said this no one will ever take a single care.

i've being left out. in a conversation i cant really find a person who is in common with me. the things i like are extraordinary different, i like rock and punk, a little boyish. whereas, now, i cant find a single person like that, all loves sweet. too sweet. too girlish.

my hair is too girlish, i'm gonna let it grow longer, and have it my own satisfaction.

you're thinking too much, i'm thinking too much.

This post was written at 1:57 PM