Dare to be Different

Friday, December 26, 2008

i guess it's almost the end of the year -

yup, few more days.

glad, i'm back to normal.

i guess, the year is coming till the end. I realised i had lost some good friends i had. I told her that i miss her so much, but then.. i guess she's just have no idea what am i talking abt, or just doesnt care. Since i can see that she didnt reply. well, i just wanna tell her that, i'm changing, and i dont wanna let any of my past or any of our past block me to change myself. I want well, i cant say i want, but i m really feeling alone and quite lonely without her.... argh, i dont know what should i say.... i think she's mad of me or smt.....i dont know, we havent talk since mths...

I really miss someone to call....especially my girlfriends.

ok, i gotta say sometimes i do wish to be like Lisa....but i know, that's her. i cant be her. i guess, i will just gotta admire her that's all. Really, she's a good friend.

well, i dont know abt f3....nxt year gonna be really tuff(sorry if wrong spelling), let see, i will have:
- homeworks
- assignments
- projects
- test
- assesment
- exams
- gratuation party

wahh, i feel so excited abt the party. wonder how it should be.
oh well, gtg.

This post was written at 5:16 PM