Sunday, September 21, 2008

sorry everyone -

i will change it tomorrow.
cos i cant find a suitable one
and my mom want me to sleep liaw.
MY COMMERCE NOTES HAS GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

i know i know -

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ahahaha? -

alahhhhhh these 3 weeks holiday are not very satisfying D:
we got extra classes, projects and most of all HM/WKS holiday hm.wks ):

today, hrm....not really much. only that ckk has pissed me off. told him not to touch my dad's laptop/mouse, HE GO AND TOUCH TOUCH THERE!!! kl de orh!!!!! tell him not to do, he always go and do!!! wtH?!!!
he's so childish!? i mean hello?! he tell the boys in the class to be mature whereas he himself is so IMMATURE!!!!
AND THEN HE MADE ME MAD FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE DAY AND ALSO MY SOMEONE.

BY MY SOMEONE I MEAN HE'S MY HISTORY. HE WENT TO LABUAN. SO? THIS IS NOT WHAT I'M MAD AT. HE TELL NYAMUK TO HELP HIM TO TELL MY DAD(SINCE MY DAD IS OUR MATHS TCHER) THAT HE WOULD BE GOING HOME EARLY. SO NYAMUK TELL HIM LO. AFTER THAT DAD TOLD NYAMUK TO TELL HIM THAT HE NEED TO WRITE A LETTER. OF COURSE NYAMUK TELL HIM THIS MSG LA. AFTER THAT, HE GO AND SIMPLY MARAH NYAMUK!!!FUCK HER?! WTH?! U TELL HER TO ASK MA. WHY FUCK HER? BODOH!!!!! AND AND HE ASKED NYAMUK TO HELP HIM TO WRITE A LETTER?!!!!!
[BTW, NYAMUK TOLD ME THIS SITUATION] I MEAN, U'RE NOT THE BOSS, WHY ARE YOU FUCKING AND THEN TELLING NYAMUK TO HELP U TO WRITE A LETTER LEH?
PLUS IT NEEDS UR PARENTS SIGNATURE, DAMNASS!!!!! D< when i heard this, i feel mad!!!

nobody is gonna fuck my friends, family and me! i tell u.
that's why i'm always mad whenever somebody say mean things to ppl who are around me.

well... today i felt mad, like really mad. which means i gotta be like crazy mad.
i get so angry that i dont want to study, i dont want to do my projects.
i only want to stop and stare...
anyway....
there's so many things happened, but i just lazy to write :\

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Friday, September 19, 2008

why? ): -

i asked why? but no one ever give me a return.
now i found that, i'm truely an idiot.
:(

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

is he going??? :S -

is he going to the gathering party?????
i'm like T.T why do i keep on overheard things?!
i really want to see him like for the last time?
i dont know...why i keep on saying i want to see him for the last time...
it's not like i'm going to somewhere right?

today...almost the whole subject except for MATHS mei you shang ke :)
comp- we did correction for the test papers
bm- went to library and watched movie, god!!! it is so funny!!!! XD
RECESS...
maths- do wk, txbk
eng- presentation :D bored!!!!! one is abt solar system. kasian de kun and nigel, they are the speaker whereas HE??!!!! hide himself from going on stage and speak(yet, it's bored)
and then it's wei kuang, tyl, josh, mui and bry. theirs are on UFO lamer!!!!!!! but i like their trailer so can say it's better (still bored tho)
RECESS....a lame 5 min?!
geo- suppose we were going to watch movie but the library is occupied. we did corr. too D:



ARGHHHH, IS HE GOING FOR THE GATHERING PARTY OR NOT????
IS HE GOING FOR THE MOONCAKE FESTIVAL OR NOT????!!!!
i wish i could talk to him...somehow...
i found that, he is good to poke!!!! x3
not to mention, he is fatter than his bro?!!!!! i mean i saw his bro outside my window bedroom, and his bro looked more thiner than him, well that cant change. but the thing is that he doesnt look like his ELDEST BROTHER?! he looks more younger?!! =S

i really miss him.....
i really miss you....
aish, idk which one should i use
him or you
they meant the same to me
i wanna poke you more till i satisfy :(

do u ever miss me that bad too?
:(

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

another day.......have passed -

today, 1st 2 periods eng we had presentation. i'm with WCJ's group :D we were doing a topic about GHOST...... so yea.

well yesterday was the last minute job. we prepare for these project till 9 smt!!!!!! that's why i'm so tired and my tummy kept on feeling hurt!!! well anyway, i had fun tho in ngah yuk's house x) her house is like a maze.... it's kinda deep and...HEY!!! IT'S OUT OF THE TOPIC!!!!!

as i was saying, we were doing the english presentation at ngah yuk's house. WCJ showed me a clip abt a ghost in an elavator....omg.....whenever i think abt it...AWWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HELP ME!!!!!!!! IT'S TOOOOO SCARY T.T and yet we did it. the funniest thing was that, whenever we are going to the rooms to take things like nyamuk(ngah yuk) and brit were in ngah yuk's room doing their part and me, WCJ and jenny were in the living room, we have to go together, well....jenny had gone home that time so left me and WCJ, whenever we were in nyamuk's bedroom, and then wanted to take smt in the living room, we all were like have to go together XDD

and then after that, we ate and nyamuk's house and her mom is a good feeder *me smiling broadly* and then we saw the time OH NO!!!!! TIME IS RUNNING SO FASTTTTT!!!!! and then we were like rushing we run from the living room and then to the bedroom, from the bedroom to the living room XDDDDDD

after that 9 like that we baru done it!!!??? omg....that was the first time i done a project till so late with my friends OoO

after yesterday is today lo, we present it since we had done it. yea, showing all the ghosty things..........=___=''''' even me cant get over it......... well let see, the content......we are called "THE EXTREAM" lol....and then we show them some pics....and clip.....and when the others were watching the clip, Yvonne started to CRYYYYYY!!!!!!!! oh no!!!!!! i was like omggggggggggg, von pls dont cry!!!!just think that it's edited not reallll!!!!!!!!!! x____x just beg you dont cry!!!!!! cos i know her heart got smt wrong, and i try to comfort her and also the others too la...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................... i cant cont....it's too scary to continue.....
so after our group was Cynthia's group. their's were abt horoscope :D yea, gotta admit, it was much interesting =D especially when capricorn and scorpio were stated!!! <33

after that, no more....after eng was chi.....
after that that that hist, p.e we had javeling and then bm=test papers coming back?!


adehh.........tomorrow is the due date of commerce project?!!!! T_T i gotta cut 1% alamak....
and i cant go to the gathering party cos my dad wont allow since i had asked him so many times...



i cant believe it!!! he still care abt me!!!!!=^^= i'm really happy now

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Sunday, September 7, 2008

room service.... :D -

Room service by Bryan Adams <33
When a hotel room's the closest thing you got to home
You could be in Philadelphia you could even be in Rome
You gotta dial nine to get an outside line
I even need a concierge just to take a drive - it's a crazy life
I hope to see you smile - but I'm always wrong
It's a different melody but the same old song...

Ya I've been on the road nearly all my life
Been around the world 'bout a thousand times
Still a knock on the door makes me nervous
I think I'll see you standing there - but noIt's only room service - ya room service
I've been living out my suitcase as long as I remember
Life's the same - it doesn't change - it's a gibson or a fender
I still think about you babe - I swear sometimes I see your face
These are crazy days
Ya I think I hear your voice - but it's just a dream
It's a brand new movie but the same old scene


Ya I've been on the road nearly all my life
Been around the world 'bout a thousand times
Still a knock on the door makes me nervous
I think I'll see you standing there - but noIt's only room service - ya room service

Ya know I wouldn't change a thing - no
I'm just waiting for the bell in room to ring
I hope to see you smile - but I'm always wrong
It's a different melody but the same old song...

i dont know why i love old songs, OLD ROCK SONGS
Bryan Adams' songs are rock!!!! i love rock somehow :D
a meaningful rock song, not the one that need to shout like crazy -_-'' XD

this morning is so UNPLEASANT
when i was still sleeping soundly in my bed, i suddenly feel stomach ache?! my god i think i was hungry till stomach hurts.
after woke up i went yam cha with my family.
after eating, then go home lo.
on my way home, when i was enjoy the scenery outside the car, i saw HIS car!!!!!!!!!! i think his mom was driving. i tried to see if he's in the car but failed as the car is drving fast?! T________T

i still have commerce and english projects to do =____= Eng, i dont want to do!!!!!!! i mean, our eng tcher is like lame?! and scukS!!!!!!!!! he cant control the class =..= and we were all like especially the boys "bully" by making fun of him. haha. this one i cant stop them doing that tho, cos i feel like it look so interesting to see them making fun of him. haha XD

any way, nth to say for today. see if got anything else then write more.

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

the same things -

it's not in order tho:
the same pages i go to in friendster
the same profile i went like million times
the same songs that i kept on listening like what the??
the same thing that i kept thinking in my mind
the same answer i used as excuses
the same blogs that i had went
the same bulletin i had post
the same friends i had been with
the same things i had with so many years :D
the same songs that i sang
the same things i had wrote
the same things i had stare
the same bed i had slept
the same weather that kept going on
the same boys who are in the same class with me
the same girls who love to sing and dance
the same girls who love japan and korea so much
the same girls who are real quiet all the time in class
the same old friends who are all growing up (:
the same smile and laughter in the outside world
the same sad and sorrow in the inside world
the same books that i've read
the same news that i've heard
the same place that i've gone to
the same dance we have danced
the same house that i've lived
the same clothes which i had wore
the same words they had said
the same people who are still hating you
the same people who are still loving you
the same people who really care about you
the same birthday candles that i've blown
the same drinks i have drank since i was young
the same kiss from my parents when i was a little girl
the same hug i gave my teddy
the same name i gave to each and every of my soft toys
the same pictures that i've taken
the same scenery i've seen
the same colours that i've been through
the same black and white i've looked at
the same thing if you would just STOP reading the word "the same" ;D

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amm........:( -

today, they say there will be another gathering party and this time is at escapade. i want to go....!!! but i dont know dad allow me or not. i asked my mom, she well....just say it's better not to go. but i so wanna go!!!!plus i dont even know where's escapade? even my mom knows that it sell sushi all those japanese food. =.= damn it.
like i said, i dont know dad allow me or not. He doesnt look like he's deciding. ji woei asked my dad and he told me that dad will decide 1st.... T.T i feel so worry that he dont yes!!!!!! T-T
18th, my parents have to send my maid to the airport. my maid balik kampung. damn her.=.=
anyway.
to god:
Please! please! please? please say daddy will let me go to the party? plssssss with cherry/chocolate/vanilla/banana split on top??? T_T


say cheese to the cam :D



i took it yesterday :D






my bro, kai, was playing games. i found that he likes to be in pics xo

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

just remembered -

yea, i just remembered that, these adays i kept on nose bleeding. today during exam, i bleed again!!! wtheaven? damn it. and i found that i cant get angry cos i will get nose bleeding if i'm mad. the pressure in my body caused me nose bleeding sometimes so yea.

tomorrow i got the singing practice for the school aniverssary. the song is called 故事 by lao hu yue tuan, i think. at 1st tcher gave the cd for us to listen and we were like what? but then when tcher mei yao used her guitar and play it, waseh, it's much better and we can sing along. now i'm listening to it, i sang it but then my dad said it's kinda flat, i sound flat =__= haha yea flat like this "=___=" anyway, i've downloaded "hotel california" by eagles. and omg....i love it so muchhhhh that, i keep on forgetting how to sing it -___-'''

i am writing a bulletin in fs, writing this blog and play Adventure Quest sambil chatting.
doing too much things. gotta stop here.

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pheu....cont... -

well, today.....fell in <3 with him wearing earing again(during afternoon).
haiz, i just cant stop myself. damn him. :)

well, next saturday, school is having a mooncake festival and also is wesley's bday!!! wish he could come tho, it has been so long i havent see him in years.

holiday coming soon and it's a very long one too. starting from 17 sept till oct smt....T.T holiday=study more.....test more.....projects more.....


he's gonna regret for everything
well, gt cont later......

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yeepeee!!!!! -

yay!!!!! our test is finally over!!!!=D ohmygod, all the test are like hell.....

anyway, i'm glad test is over now but i still have maths extra class :( and the singing practice for the school 77th anniversary D: arrhhhhhhh......ohwell, gtg, cont later.

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