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Saturday, November 29, 2008 so many friends of mine, had their wonderful dream - yea, shirin-chan also dreamt =(so many friends of mine had dreamt. i forgot who were they, but i do remember that some said they had the bestest dream ever, dream here, dream there... i did dreamt 2 days ago... the strangest thing was that i cried while i was sleeping(while having my dream). My tears flowed out. I forgot what was the dream abt. I was kinda mad in that dream, if not wrong. i was tired, cos sleeping!! i woke up a little when i found there were tears on my face. i thought it was just my saliva but it doesnt seem like it... i wonder what did shirin-chan dreamt. Maybe it's the nicest dream she had ever dreamt ever? =\ well, i'm gonna stop here, reading Sailor Moon manga now. i'm tired!! @.@ This post was written at 1:43 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Friday, November 28, 2008 urgh!! - i'm feeling angry again.I think i'm mad again but not about dancing, of course i can't be mad about dancing, that need time to improve. I feel like losing trust and believe from someone. I dont know who's that someone. And i dont wanna find out. I think this is jealous? maybe. i just dont know la! always like this. i hate being jealous. it's like crazy?! eeeih!!!!!!!! i just couldnt smile or think happy!!? =A= what is this?! this feeling...it is on my face. i feel sour. X( i think trust had died DECADES ago. i just dont know?! This post was written at 7:02 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thursday, November 27, 2008 to-LOVE-ru - i love this manga called "to-LOVE-ru" here are just the characters i like called yami-chan/golden darkness..   this is in one of the chapter she is in a playboy bunny outfit. well i like haruna-chan too, especially her hairstyle, but too bad, i cant cut my hair anymore. I have to let it grow for like about 1 whole year? TxT This post was written at 9:21 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i dont need so many conditions to be loved and in love - i dont want conditions to be loved or in loved. why must we have so many condtions to be loved and in love?well, my love days can say has lost for now, i'm back to single. It's kinda sucks. Cos, i found that if i'm in a relationship, my studies are not that bad.... =__= but, this doesnt mean that i want to be in a relationship. so many people that i've met, i've lost the important things: -true friendship -in love -be loved i just dont get it, do i? i cant just sit here and wait for them to come to me! i gotta do something to make them come to me. :( i have been so not in the mood and depressed these days. This post was written at 9:08 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ tagged by wesley, zi ying & Emma??(i think) I WONT POST THE 2nd TAG!! - 1.Each blogger must post this rules.2.Each blogger must being with ten facts about them. 3.Other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves. You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end. 4.It is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received. well, here goes nothing...=\ 1. I like cool people. 2. I love to listen to musics/songs especially Good Charlotte's :D 3. I don't really like people who teased me 4. I don't like bitches who think they are like they know-it-all. 5. Say me idiot, i know you're one :) 6. I have strange feelings but i dont know what is it. 7. I have friends. 8. I have people who are neither my friends nor family. 9. I'm strange? 10. I like ice-cream? tagged: ~angel ~lisa ~kwang hoe ~chia pao ~liza ~ji woei ~no one ~no one haha, i dont have many peopl to tag. All are the same. btw, i wont do the other tag, cos of some probs i'm facing. This post was written at 5:14 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =\ - at last, Joker came, it's been a long time since he hasnt come already, arigatou, Joker. By the way, have you given all your email clues already, Joker?to Joker: you have how many letters in your email? is it 9? now i'm trying to find another friendster skin for my profile, but none seems to have my taste. Too much couples and lovy dovy here and there, *yuck*. next year is coming...time flies. It really flies. getting report card today, it's like no feeling. today i dont feel much about everything. do i have to wait for Joker to pop out? really i do wish to see you tho... :( This post was written at 11:39 AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ why cant bryan shut up for a moment? - why can't he just shut up???? in one second i thought of pls, she is on stage, and i was like having no feeling but once bryan said it, he's like in a joking..playing voice and like "flirting" if not mistaken, to him and i was like ergghhhhh why cant u just shut up?! i was having a mood which i dont know is it stable or not and you were spoiling it...dammit, i dont have any feelings now. i'm just gonna say this like briefly? so sayonara. This post was written at 10:13 AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wednesday, November 26, 2008 arghhhhhh i cant believe it can i? - next year is coming, so maybe i wont blog much.><> Tomorrow is gratuation day....and i got to see his last face :( well, today saw him playing bball with Joshua Ritchie. well, he still seems the same tho, fat and cute. I dont know why but whenever i saw him, i feel like smiling..... *blushed* but then.......... i told myself that, he is forgetting me by now. Plus there are so many prettier girls he can hang out with. Girls who are prettier and cooler than i am... seeing his face again makes me nervous. I dont know ... i just dont know. Maybe it's different? i'm not so sure myself. i know, if that superman or rayson death see this they will say the mean things to this blog. I know, you're wondering if like that why am i still posting? that's bcos, sometime, i just wish and hope that there's a friend will tell me what's wrong and tell me what i have really done in a good and polite way. Teach me how to be not so agressive.. This post was written at 8:56 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tuesday, November 25, 2008 this feeling - well, later i still have dance practice in the afternoon. now i'm tired. well, i just feel tired, but why am i so not in the mood? =( i dont know, i'm left alone now. Sometime, i just thought, hey, boy, umm..can i say one thing to you?he wont care de la, i know. i know, i just feel like missing someone. It's like someone has dissapeared from me and he will neverever come back :( well....i dont know...it's so complicated. This post was written at 12:35 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Monday, November 24, 2008 back to the dancing business - yup, i'm back to dancing. well, it's almost a year since i quit dancing for like this year? haha.yea, tomorrow i will have dance practice again morning and afternoon. omg TT the water here sucks!!! the water pump is rosak and we have to go down and on the pump thingy. and it's like a rushour for water!! well, saw him today. darn it, why can't i forget him? i mean, he must have forget me by now :( now we're just another cold friends who just wave to each other and go to our own way. i can feel that. :'( anyway, not much to say. only played tag! it's so much fun!!! to Joker: are u sure we met before?! to Superman: are you the same person as this => superman ? well, are u 2 the same?! This post was written at 9:38 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Don't Cha: Pussycatdolls ft.Busta Rhymes - RULES:1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle 2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name 5. Tag 6 people. Are you male or female? -Diary of Jane: Breaking Benjamin (wow) Describe yourself!. -I'm yours: Jason Mraz (XDDDDD yea, i'm almost) What do people feel when they're around you? -Brown Eyes: Destiny Child (kyahahahahahaah XDDD yup kinda) Describe your current relationship. -Stars are Blind: Paris Hilton (she and Benji Madden broke up!!!DX) Where would you like to be now? -When I Grow Up: Pussycatdolls (oh god =.=, this quest. ask where, not when la....) How do you feel about love?. -I Kissed A Girl: Katy Perry (omgodddddddd =.=) What's your life like? -Ada Apa Dengan Mu: Peterpan (this is a Malay song....) What would you ask for if you had only one wish? -That's What You Get: Paramore (i will just wish for an unlimited wish so that i can wish for more =D) Say something wise.. -Like You'll Never See Me Again: Alicia Keys (yea, like you will never ever see me again) If someone says "is this okay?" you say,. -Long Way To Go: Cassie (boy, i have a long way to go, so do you) How would you describe yourself? -(argh great, guess what, the only thing i dont like) Superman: Gary Chao Ge (=.= grrrr) What do you like in a guy/girl? -Elevator: Florida ft. Timbaland (she's stuck on my ela a elavator... xD) How do you feel today? -If I Ain't Got You[remix]: Alicia Keys ft. Usher (yea, i am feeling like that) What is your life's purpose? -I Don't Wanna Be In Love/Dance Anthem: Good Charlotte (wah? so ngam ngam hao?) What is your motto? -(oh goodie!)Hotel California: Eagles (love it since i was a kid) What do your friends think of you? -God Is A Girl: Tatu (i am a god?! jkjk!!) What do you think of your parents? -Because of You: Ne-yo (love it, love them) What do you think about very often? -Don't Say You Love Me: M2M (don't say you love me, you don't even know me,if u really want me, then u give me sometime) What is 2 + 2? -Whatcha Think About That: Pussycatdolls ft. Missy Elliot What do you think of your best friend? -Cry: Rihanna (i dont have one, cos all of them are) What do you think of the person you like? -Always On Time: Ashanti (you sure? i dont think he's on time. haha) What is your life story? -Forever: Chris Brown (o.o huh?) What do you want to be when you grow up? -Grow Up: Simple Plan (XDDDDDD what a perfect timing!!!! i don't want to be told to grow up, i just wanna have fun!!) What do you think of when you see the person you like? -Smack That: Akon ft.Eminem (i'll smack him. ahaha jk!!) What will you dance to at your wedding? -7 days: Craig Davd (wow, such an old song. i heard this song since i was a kid!) What will they play at your funeral? -(oh god, if they play this, i will really come back & smack their face!)Touch My Body: Mariah Carey *grrr* What is your hobby/interest? -Runaway Love: Ludacris ft. Mary J.Blige (so sad la....) What is your biggest fear? -Shit On The Radio: Nelly Furtado (ha ha very funny...=.=) What is your biggest secret? -Bye Bye: Mariah Carey (i have no secret, so bye bye) What do you think of your friends? -Dear God: Avenged Sevenfold (the only thing i ask of you is to told her when i'm not around, when i'm much too far away..... i only this song from them) What will you post this as? -Don't Cha: Pussycatdolls ft.Busta Rhymes (me likey) i tagged: 1. Zi ying 2. Kwang Hoe 3. Angel 4. Lisa 5. Emma 6. Liza This post was written at 5:18 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ kena tag by zi ying @@ - What is the most important things in your life?- the good ones who know me What is the last thing you bought with your own money? - a pair of dancing shoes Where do you wish to get married? - i dont know and i dont care How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love? - i dont know and i dont want to know Where was the last restaurant you had dinner? - KFC Name the latest book you bought. - ??? What is your full name? - i forgot my name =) Name the person you wish to meet in real life or the first time. - Joker, Superman...the superman with the big capital letter "S" (i think)[i'm saying nicely here!!!] Christina or Britney? - who's Christina?? Do you do your own laundry? - hmm..... The most exciting place you wanna go? - Paris? Hugs or kisses? - both ~8 things I am passionate about: +Sony Ericson W910i AND W960i .hehe +his last hug for me during my birthday >< +dancing? +ice-cream? +Good Charlotte's song? +not having enemies? +coca-cola? +let my hair grow back and have another haircut(like i have to wait for years!!!!=.=) 8 things I say too often: - all 8, i dont know 8 books I´ve read recently: - all 8, you dont wanna know 8 things I learned last year: - i forgot all 8 of them! kena taged by zi ying.... This post was written at 5:05 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sunday, November 23, 2008 fuck him! - >:(fuck him la!!!!! if he knew i'm such a pain in the fucking ass, why does he still wanna ask? he's such a dork! This post was written at 9:57 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Saturday, November 22, 2008 heart attack - i'm getting heart attack, i think. and i hope it is.Joker, i really wish to meet you. But i feel weird that you are bad or smt =( But i know you aint, ok? i'm having a hard time, and i do wish u quickly give me u're email clue. i'm dying. =( This post was written at 10:01 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ it's so ebmarsasnig!!!!!! - arghhhhhhhhh, why do i even do that????? DXoh godddd!!!!!! that's so embarassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T whyyyyyyyyyy? i cant imagine what will he say in his blog???????? x_____x This post was written at 2:13 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thursday, November 20, 2008 stupid superman =.= - i didnt do anything wrong to you?! mother fucking ass!what the hell? i'm being nice enough to you, you childish! you called me childish, u're the same. =___= This post was written at 10:22 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ XDDDDDDDDDD - 男: 小白，我看我们不能够永远在一起了，我看我们还是分手好了。女: 为什么呢？？？我们在一起大概都很久了，为什么要分手呢？ 男: 这是为你的将来好。 女: harh??? 男: 海哟！如果我们在一起，将来我们生下来的孩子会变成灰色的。 女: O.O???为什么呢?????? 男: 我长得那么黑；你长得那么白，一黑，一白，不就会变成灰色的吗？ 女: ......... XDDDD this is a joke from the radio. it's like that if not wrong... hope you all get it tho XDDD This post was written at 9:48 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ not jadi going ;) - ok...guess, i aint going. back to blogging and facebooking =)This post was written at 9:00 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =\ - just blogging before going away for a day.tomorrow will be Xxxxy's birthday. yup, i fail buying a present. :( i was mad for cant buy a present like others. i dont know, the others have more freedom. Even if they arent in a relationships or smt, they get to go out shopping or "lepak" together. Their parents dont seem to really care and i dont know why i cant go? the only place i can go is at school. well, since i'm in school, the only place to hang around is here. =.= i hate this. always trap in the house and been addicted to the computer only. i mean...comm'on!!! hang around, ok dont say hang around la, go to friends' place = cannot, go out with them = 2x cannot there's no way i could get a friend except using internet. dont u know that nowadays internet is quite dangerous? that's why i dont really have REAL friends who understand me. i only feel like this friends are fake. they are just here thats's all, nth more, i guess. oh well, anyway, i thought of having surveys but then kinda emoish. But why not since i have nth to do :) 1. what are the songs you've been listening lately? - Good Charlotte's songs, geek in the pink 2. what's the occasion for tomorrow? - :) you'll see 3. have you been meeting someone new lately? - Joker(i know you are looking at this. haha. i cant figure out your email yet!), superman?? 4. what is the thing you always wanted? - a Sony Erricson W910i or W960i 5. do you think you're lucky? - in life, yes. in wanting, not really :\ 6. he's still single... - so? he doesnt even care about me anymore 7. bought anything? - *shook my head* 8. Japanese craze? - no, neither Korea 9. where do you wish to go? - Paris, New York, places which are beautiful 10. what is going on outside? - raining....... .__. This post was written at 5:10 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ won't be around :) - i won't be around tonight till tomorrow noon. pls do tag and leave ur msg in the chat box :)TC This post was written at 1:26 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Kena tag by em shams :) - What is the most important things in your life?-every one i know, including me? what is the last thing you bought with your own money? -nothing Where do you wish to get married? -err.... How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love? -:) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner? -forgot Name the latest book you bought. -Little Black Dress book. What is your full name? -Liew Ying Ying Name the person you wish to meet in real life or the first time. -Good Charlotte(i think), Joker, superman...... Christina or Britney? -none Do you do your own laundry? -um..... The most exciting place you wanna go? -Paris, New York Hugs or kisses? -both :) 8 things I am passionate about: -sony erricson W910i or W960i -singing and dancing -expressing my true feelings in/by arts, musics -electronic guitar? -guys who can play guitar and sing -the last hug from my..... =) 8 things I say too often: -who is he? -stupid -hahaha -damnass :) -i want someone to trust -why can't i believe? -Good Charlotte :D -ma & pa :) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again: -GC(Good Charlotte)= The River -GC= The Chronicles of Life and Death -GC= We Believe -GC= Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous -GC= I Don't Wanna Be in Love(Dance Floor Anthem) -Jason Mraz= Geek in the Pink -Relient K= Must Have Done Something Wrong -Eagles= Hotel California 8 things I learned last year: - don't simply make friends with the one you don't know - don't act cute when u're not suppose to - be yourself - be confident - work hard to acheive - i cant have a relationship =_= - be positive (most of the time) - not everyone is always good to you i kena tag by hazimah(em shams) =) This post was written at 10:13 AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wednesday, November 19, 2008 This will be your last goodbye(part 1.5) - "Oh really? What is it?""Have that pretty lady with you and take her with ya, tonight." Joe looked at her and thought for a second and two and said:" I'm not sure about this. She doesnt seem like the kind." "Do as i tell you to, you will get a reward from the boss. Don't forget, boss is watching, so you gotta do as I tell you to," Joe, had no choise but to follow. The boss there was quite a millionare, you couldn't decide what you want to do once you were working for him. Just when Joe was about to turn back, "AHH!!!!!! Woah, what the? how do you?" He was quite shocked when he saw the girl was already behind her. "Can you show me the place in here?" She asked as she looked around. "Joe, why don't you show this pretty lady around the street?" said Kevin winking at Joe. "Sure. Comm'on, let me show ya around the street." "Okay, i just moved here," said the girl as both of them were going out, Joe's phone had a message from Kevin:"till midnight." Okay.....this is the story of part 1.5, cos, i'm lazy to cont the story XP. Maybe next time, when i feel like it. for now, i want to play Pet Society in facebook =) tc This post was written at 8:45 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i think i have enough - i think i have too much internet.and i dont wanna wait for it *wink* i dont wanna wait for 'IT' cos 'IT' will come to me sooner or later. i hope it's sooner, i hope it's later internet is killing me!!! i mean i am addicted to it. i've gotta stop. and get my head to studies. well, today, i tried to have my studies, but then failed. i was feeling grumpy almost the whole day. imeem kinda sucks! the pass few weeks it was ok, it can load quite fast, but then not these days. haiz.....quite tired of being alone. well, i cant find a friend who is talkative enough to talk to me. i'm not a Japanese & Korean lover that's for sure. i only like some of the songs and i listen to it. the boys, i dont know they are the boys only one is quite bugging me cos he is so gayish but oh well, he is born like that, even if i say him, i cant possibly change, can i? :) well, you cant say i am quiet. i am not that noisy either. =.= this is weird...there'a a person, who kept on adding some ppl to a conversation, and then he/she doesnt answer. =.= he/she just wanna play? i know, iknow......he/she is such a crap! well, at least there's an answer, if not what for u add us and there's nth to chat abt.... oh well... i think imma cont my story oh yea, happy birthday to whoever's birthday is today :) This post was written at 7:26 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the chronicles of life and death - another song by Good Charlotte: " The Chronicles of Life and Death"their lyrics are so true. i watched it's MV, quite sad :( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_P4zIYnJZ1Q there's the link. you will notice a robot there with the boy until he died on the bed. here's the lyrics : You come in cold, You're covered in blood. They're all so happy you've arrived. The doctor cuts your cord. He hands you to your mom. She sets you free into this life. And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guide you. Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same. These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same. Today could be the best day of your life. And money talks in this world, That's what idiots will say But you'll find out that this world, Is just an idiots parade Before you go, you've got some questions. And you want answers But now you’re old, cold, covered in blood, right back to where you started from These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between. These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same. Today could be the worst day of your life. But these are the chronicles of life and death and everything between. These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem. You come in this world, and you go out just the same. Today could be the best day of, Today could be the worst day of, Today could be the last day of your life. It's your life, your life. i love the electronic guitar playing <33> if u dont wanna listen that's fine, but do take a look of the lyrics and think abt it a second or 2. for me, i think is quite true, that's how life suppose to be, ain't it? :) This post was written at 1:54 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Monday, November 17, 2008 oh dears - i played 'Pet Society' in facebook the WHOLE day.... haha. i started playing it like yesterday.=\ life is strange? life is evil life is good life is like a friend and at the same time, it's also our enemy. i've done much? nah. i dont know what's gone into me. i just dont know. to Rayson Death and superman: i dont really wanna say much to you but, pls i have enough. i know ur answer is gonna be very rough to me. if it isnt, still. i'm tired of this . i really do want to buy a present. a present for our last goodbye. : but, i dont know what... i just dont know what's going on to me. This post was written at 7:40 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sunday, November 16, 2008 well what do you know... - superman is also a hacker. =__='' superman, superman, i wont call you for help. haha. btw, to superman: i will try not to say that much....ok? and thanks.tonight's school anniversary, was great. everone is doing well! x3 but sadly, i will miss my form tcher :'( in my whole life, i have been searching for a teacher like her, more like a person like her. Eventho, she's strict, but still she is fun, she knows how to tell jokes and my most fav. part is that she told stories about her life. Quite interesting and full of really funny memories :) well, think i'm gonna stop here, cos it's late. and superman, why do u like to visit my blog? i'm asking nicely why? :O This post was written at 12:05 AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Saturday, November 15, 2008 today is our last goodbye - yea, he just gave my booklets after school, at class. he didnt look at him. we just said thank you to each other and went. =( maybe that's our last goodbye, last thank you :(well we had taken our test papers. not that good tho. anyway, after taking it, we all took pics. Yay! the pics can be seen in lisa's blog. hope she likes the pic i drew for her. She inspired me :) superman cant walk, he cant talk, so why cant he shut the fuck up? ooh, wait, he cant talk, so, yea,he had shut up. i am becoming a person that i dont wanna be. it's such a damn stupid feeling. i dont know how worse can i get?! my marks and position get so not up to my expectation since i've broken up, since we left each other alone. i guess, i will get cancer or becoming death one day. sometimes, you live to become happy, but still, you have to die and we all have to die in a satisfying way... i believe is dangerous. i dont believe,is even more dangerous. what can u see here? nothing. just another lonely girl who thought she is all happy and all. i have no one to tell. all those friends dont seem to care so much. i'm becoming rougher like a boy. what's wrong with that? maybe it's very wrong. i get so mad, sometimes i wish to commit suicide, after that no one will ever know. But who cares? even if i said this no one will ever take a single care. i've being left out. in a conversation i cant really find a person who is in common with me. the things i like are extraordinary different, i like rock and punk, a little boyish. whereas, now, i cant find a single person like that, all loves sweet. too sweet. too girlish. my hair is too girlish, i'm gonna let it grow longer, and have it my own satisfaction. you're thinking too much, i'm thinking too much. This post was written at 1:57 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Friday, November 14, 2008 lamer than you think - todaytoday today today today <3333>GOOD CHARLOTTE :D Good Charlotte...hmm... i love their song :3 is there anything wrong? i have planned for a new hair cut =) cant wait for my hair to grow :D people chat with me, yes they do. but, there's a sense that they dont really like me to say many things. well, things changed, dont you agree? but some people might not agree, i cant force that to happen, can i? :') i just wish you were here This post was written at 3:26 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ such a busy-body, darn! - those 2 unknown: superman and rayson death are such a damn ass. why cant they mind their own business? 我有不是在讲你, i am saying fyc, not that 2 fucking busy-bodies? they are so annoying!even if jk, i will be missunderstood, so dont blame me for being so sensitive. darn it, most of the girls are sensitive, you boys just dont know! shyt! tell me to die, why dont you die 1st before you even take any of my business? damn ass! fucking dick! shyt! you think imma.....rude? hello? noone in this world wanna be polite! no one in this world is even polite, ok? anyway, those 2 are morons, they fight with the wrong person. they are such a busy-body that they forgot themselves. so if i m losing friends, that means, yea, you all are just pretending to be nice to me. if you're pretending, shut the f up and stop pretend! This post was written at 7:53 AM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thursday, November 13, 2008 such a fucking dick! - darn it!!!this is serious! you are wondering why am i so mad? cos someBODY said 'fuck you' to me like with no reason?! he's foo ye cheng. HE IS SUCH A FUCKING SHIT!!!! well, the story was like this: i was doing my things when suddenly, he said hi and i ans back hi(IN MSN). and then he said chris like me and i said go to hell. and then he said yes true. and then i replied =.=. after that he said fuck you, and the rest was fu, fu, fu...... i was like, WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! HE SAID FUCK TO ME JUST BECAUSE I DONT BELIEVE HIM?! WELL, FOR GOD SAKE, YOU ARE ALWAYS LYING, WHAT FOR I BELIEVE YOU SAYING CHRIS LIKE ME????? I WILL SPIT OR EVEN PUKE IN FRONT OF YOU! DAMN IT. THE THING IS HE SAID FUCK TO ME!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!? HE SIMPLY SAID FUCK TO ME!!!!!! I HATE HATE HATEEEEEEEEE PPL SAID FUCK TO ME JUST BECAUSE FOR A SMALL THING?! DARN IT!!!!!!!! PLUS THAT SMALL THING IS LIKE A LIAR???? WHAT FOR YOU SAY FUCK TO ME???? HE'S SUCH A FUCKING DAMN HELL SHIT!!!!!!!!!! HE SUCKS HE SUCKS HE SUCKS AND FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOBODY CAN SAY FUCK TO ME, AND I REALLY MEAN NOBODY! ANYONE WHO'S GONNA SAY 'FUCK YOU' TO ME, HE/SHE IS GONNA GET MY SHARP, STARIGHT AND POISONOUS ATTIDUTE. =.= DARN IT !@#!@$@#$@$%#$%^#^% I AM MAD ABT THIS!!!!! :@ i answered him the same thing, fuck. and then he said 'sorry 0.0' and went off. even if he said is real, i still dont believe cos he always lie. duh! HE'S SUCH A FUCKING DAMN HELL DICK?!!! IF YOU WANNA SAY THE WORD 'FUCK' PLS SAY IN THE CORRECT TIME, IN THE CORRECT SITUATION. AND IF YOU'RE GONNA SAY IT TO ME, PLS LET ME SLAP YOU IN YOUR FACE AND STAPLE YOUR MOUTH OR EVEN BETTER, USE A KNIVE AND CUT IT SO YOU WONT SAY IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This post was written at 6:19 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Wednesday, November 12, 2008 This will be your last goodbye (part 1) - City lights,cool breeze, dark nights. She had been following him for the whole day. It was midnight, when everyone was in their dreams, in heaven and hell. Everything seemed so black and bloody. She wasn't far away, watching him in the window, on the bed, making love with a girl as she was drinking a bottle of red soda. He hold her tight, move his hands around her back and started to untie her clothes. She felt the passion and both couldnt resist this feeling. The girl was dressed all in black with a face that couldn't be seen or recognized. The cold breeze blew lightly and the night seemed bloody red. She could feel the blood, she could smell it. She had found her target. The whole freezing night, she just stood ther, without a notice, without a sound. She watched and waited for the perfect timing. The moon will soon become full. "My target is aimed." She said to herself, smiling evily. As the sun was about to rise, she made her move and disappeared into thin air... "Beep!Beep! Beep!Beep!" The sound of the alarm clock woke up the boy. The girl was sleeping soundly. Both were lying on the bed lazily and half naked. The sun was shinning brightly outside. The boy was looking at her, sleeping like a Sleeping Beauty, beautifuly on the bed. He kissed her on the cheek, wore his clothes and left without a word. He went downstairs, to the street and called a cab. He went in and drove away. Not for long, the cab stopped at another street, he paid the driver and left the cab. He was walking on that foggy street again. Without a reason, the street was always foggy and not many people can be seen around here. Well, he had got used to it by now. As he was walking, he felt something or rather someone was following him but whenever he tried to turn back to see it, there's noone except him. He didn't care about it that much and continued walking. He reached a door with a sign hanging on top called "the Nightz". He observed carefully to the left, to the right. The close was cleared. "I'm safe to enter," he thought. As he was going to open the door, " Are you new here? Mr?" A girl suddenly popped out from no where and asked him. She had a cute face with two long long pony-tails. She was all dressed in pure white, a hip hop style. He was quite shocked and frightened but he still stayed calm and answered her:"Kinda, what about you miss?" She was opened a bottle of soda, took a sip and answered:" Yes, yes i am. Are you going in or what?" She smiled but sounded irritated. With no more chit-chatting, both went in. "Hey Joe, wassup?" "Hi, Kev. So, anything new?" "Not yet, but soon there will. I will call you later if there's any news." "Aigh't." Kevin was drinking his coffee and suddenly noticed the girl. She was just drinking her soda and staring at the space. "Who's that pretty lady over there?" He asked Joe. "i have no idea." "Hmm...." Kevin suddenly taught of something. He smiled and told Joe:" I had just the thing." To be continue...... this is the 1st part, i will continue some other day, hope u like it. This post was written at 8:20 PM
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~***~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tuesday, November 11, 2008 exams over; things have changed? - exams over. argh for god's sake, this the ____th time of "exam is over"? XDanyway, exams over and the worse thing is, my laptop was being reformat!! damn it!!! all the things in it!!! T.T had gone! XnX i have a new haircut. and for sure the boys will laugh at me!!! cos i look like a mushroom... =x= but i feel like a little girl. i feel kinda free =) that haircut for sure will shock everyone of you in the class. i know it ridiculous. So what? i just have to let it grow longer that's all. i love having new hairstyles, no matter how funny they are =) rather than botak?! XD i kinda think of it, my hairstyle is much better than with earings. but then i dont have piercings. and i dont want to have it =D. i love the way i am now. but still... XD bought new clothes for the rehersal tonight. Teacher will be schocked of my hairstyle. =_____+ Good Charlotte's song ROCK ON!!! i dont really like metallic rock. the kind of metallic that need to shout!!!! -__-. i prefer pop punk rock. =) ok...now i am starting to miss my old hairstyle =( and i will have to wait for a year to let it grow back and this time maybe i will let it be longer >_o Things i really wanted: -bigbig teddy -Sony Erricson W910 -good friends to hang with -my own mobile -an ipod -visit a country with 4 season except for China ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- until then... This post was written at 4:03 PM
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