Monday, October 20, 2008

today........ -

i just had an audition for singing for the anniversary. tcher said we are out of the key =S
well, guitar.......i'm getting bored playing the same chord. MAN! YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO RORY!!!PLAYING WITH HIS GUITAR!!!!!! T.T he's really good in his guitar!!!!! i really wish he could teach me!!! really!!!! he's like my guitar hero now!!!! XDDD but then, i thought we are not really close friends and we dont talk soo much. We dont even know each other =.= what for i ask him to teach me guitar lehh??? plus, even if he really do teach me, maybe both of us dont have the time. T.T so much for asking a guitar expert for teaching me a guitar.

yea, i do love boys who play guitar. If a boy played a guitar for me during my birthday, for sure i will love it!!! xD but ofcourse he must be good looking la. =D

i think i'm in love again x) but i dont know who am i in love with??!! oh well, it's better like that. in love with nobody =\

final year---i hate. it's coming.....
Mrs.officer by lil wayne ft bobby valentino
i only like this part of the song:
Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Wee),Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Wee),Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee
=)

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

about me (for fun) colourful isn't? :D -

name: Ying ying
age: XX
d.o.b: 2812
p.o.b: irim
hair: short, black, layer
characteristic: tall, a girl, fair, chinese, lalalalala

love:
dancing
singing
reading books
taking pics
him*

dance with me and i will give you my smile
laugh with me and i will laugh like crazy with you
talk to me when i'm emo
smile at me and i'll be happy for you
mad at me when i'm being real stubborn
hate me when i'm wrong
stare at me and i'll stare back at you
hit me and i'll give you a hug
dare to hug me? dont cry when i kissed you
sing to me and i'll dance for you
run with me and we will fly together to the sky
make me feel free with you and i wont feel lonely anymore
play me a song with your guitar and i wont feel mad with you anymore
lastly...........................................................................................................


love me and i will love you forever and ever

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:) :( :S -

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Friday, October 17, 2008

today, i'm the supermodel of the day =D -

haha, yea. today, quite out of my head.



morning, i was almost late for school for chinese class. well...we have Chinese class till 9.20. arghh, hopefully we'll finish up the chapters.


anyway, as i were saying, after class, i went back home, go to internet again... =.= what's with the internet, i have to wait for so long, baru i can go.

i had my breakfast. and then 10.30 smt mdm.wee came i was like OMG, it's almost time x__x.

i changed my clothes. damn it, i cant wear short pants and my long jeans were like.... after changing, i took my bottle & guitar yadayada and went down with mdm. wee.

when we reach the you know the school entrance?which is near to the school hostel. tcher told me to put on a pause....o____o i was like harh??! heerreee????? and that time, there was some students walking pass by. i felt like really vain infront of everyone =_____=

and then i went to class, played my guitar and wait for tcher. then, shi ying, von and rory came. After they came, tcher told us to put the things in our class and go outside. YES, go out of the school, to do what? to take pics. cos she will put this pics as the backdrop during the school anniversary =D. we were like omg, and rory kept on saying omg omg omg. XD

1st we took our pics on the zebra crossing there, at millimewah there. well, mdm.wee was the photographer hehe. and then the next stop was at the you know when u're going to $1.80 shop? there will be a path with some benches there? yea, we took some there. and then was at the parking lot there beside $1.80 shop x) after that, we went to the bus stop there (near the bus stop) and took some too. it was quite fun!!! XD i felt vain =___+ since i was like taking pics in public with shi ying, von and rory.......

and so ngam ngam hao that, me and von were wearing white; shi ying and rory were wearing black. me and rory were short sleeves; von and shi ying were long sleeves. and today was so totally HOT!!! :S

after taking pics, we went back school and continue practice our singing. =P
well, today really brightened my day :)
gonna stop here.
=D

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

_ _ _ , you stinks, why cant you just wake up already? -

stop thinking about it, shyt. i know that is the worst day ever. that teach all of us a lesson. stop thinking about it. and and as for the ckk situation it's already over. i dont really see him kacaoing you since. yes, i'm mad at you so?
i just want you to WAKE UP AND STOP THINKING ABT THAT INCIDENT, DAMN FUCK. IF I DIDNT BE SENSITIVE TO YOU, IF I DIDNT MARAH AT YOU, I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND.IF YOU DONT WANNA LISTEN, THAT'S FINE THEN.JUST WAKE UP ALREADY, WILL YOU? FUCK DAMN CRAP >(WHENEVER I'M MAD OR SAD, YOU ARE NEVER THERE FOR ME; WHENEVER YOU'RE MAD OR SAD, I'M ALWAYS THERE ASK YOU:"hey, are you alright? What's wrong? dont get angry la" i said all those to you cos i care abt you.you never did this to me, what for i'm even a friend of yours?

i didnt say out your name is already good enough, stupid.
hate me all you want, cos you never read my blog anyway.
moreover, you never realise you're just childish.
moreover, you just never think about it.
i'm saying the truth, now do u believe me not lying???????
DAMN IT

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i'll never put a smile on my face EVER AGAIN -

i'll never put a smile on my face again.
he never reply the comments i sent to him.
i know i'm getting sick of this.
sometimes, i just wanna impress him that i'm not a coward. but i just cant

Ever since i became 13, i keep on thinking the world is picking on me.
Ever since every single day, i feel like everyone in this world wanted to see me putting a frown forever on my face. i feel like taking a pair of scissors cutting myself.
Every time i want to be happy, everytime i want to smile, i will look at the mirror and i feel like an idiot whenever i smile. Since then, a smile will never suit me.
i've became so insecure, so lack of confidence that i feel like i'm useless. i try to write in my pink book about everything but will it understand? it only let you write whatever is in your heart, in your mind. it doesnt let you cry, it doesnt make you understand.

i really hope he will read some of the blogs i post.
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DAMN FUCK, I DONT WANNA WRITE ANYMORE.

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Saturday, October 4, 2008

arhhhhh i'm tired -

yesterday, i went out to bsb for like THE WHOLE DAY TILL 12. By the time i came back is 2 a.m
that's why i'm not on for the whole day.
well, i went there to fetch my maid. She was coming back from her kampung and the arrival flight time is 0035.

so, we spent the whole 24 hrs in bsb. doing shopping. Well what do u think i can do there with my family? i cant go to see my friends at school, it's holiday!! for god's sake. and i cant go to my friends' house to visit them TT i really wish to see them. so i can only go shopping there. like it's the most boring thing to do =_=

unfortunately, i didnt saw any of my old friends going shopping T.T hmm...what else....well, actually, there's nth else but i kept on sneezing the whole yesterday x____x it's sickening.
at night, we went to my cousins' house to stay there for a while. Her baby was just so cuteeeeeee XD but then, it was quite late and she still has a lot of energy. my cousin lie her down not for a sec, she want to climb back again. she was quite a roller XDDDDDD

and then, not to waste our time, we watched a Singapore movie. i forgot what's the title but i know it's deal with money. I WANNA SEE LAO SHI JIA LAO DA!!!!!!!!!!! THAT ONE IS MUCH FUNNIER!!!!!!!

after watching it, kinda funny(i think cos it's fu jian and i dont understand at all eventho there's subtitile), and really sad, we left the house and went to the airport.


he will never read my blog.
damn it.
but what to do, he's an idiot.
he will never understand

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

I AM REALLY SORRY EVERYONE!!! T.T -

i am really sorry everyone!!! i keep on forgetting things. TxT i know it's really a bad habit.
i am reallllly sorryyyyy. T___T *sniff* *sniff*

i played the guitar, now i realised it's kinda difficult. but i wont quit(i hope) XD
i really thought carefully that next year we all have to choose the perfect ones for ourself in projs and group work. this year we all are doing it wrong!

i hope next year will be better than this year.... TxT
argh, life is getting funkier and funkier. and i try to stop myself from not going near the internet but GOD HELP ME, i just cant!!!! i'm addicted to it!!!!! X______X

anyway, proj. sucks, i dont want to do it!!!!!!!!! eesh =.=
and holiday sucks more, some some BODY, wanted to smack me on my PRETENDING FACE. wthhhhhhhh i didnt pretend. if i pretend, what for u want to smack me? crazy fucking idiot.
and i just found that someone had just FUCKED ME. I MEAN U CAN CALL ME SILLY CRY BABY BUT PLS DONT FUCK ME. DAMN IT. WHENEVER I THOUGHT OF IT I FEEL LIKE I WANNA KILL HIM/HER AND SAY WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK U ARE? not in the age wanna fuck me. you know the other meaning of fuck or not? damn shyt! :@ D<

damn, i keep on imagine scary things. i imagined a scary thing will pop out from no where.....
arghhhhhhhhhh
ANYWAY.......i think i wont change my blogskin until further notice of skins.
i cut my hair but my parents said i looked like i didnt cut at all!! =.=
and also many ppl cut their hair too, looking hot and cute. =D well, cant i say that? it's a good thing bah! XD

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